V Day!

Today is Valentines day or Single Awareness day, whichever you choose to call it.  Nothing terribly exciting happened. I don’t have a date, so I’m home alone.  The girls have gone to dinner with their Knuckle dragging neanderthal daddy…………..

I got on the scale this morning and was down to 182lbs.  I managed to get Chanei on the scale.  She wouldn’t let me see, but says she has gained ONLY 4lbs. ONLY???  Sometimes, I get so frustrated.  I want my girls to live a happy, healthy life.  I don’t want them to be bullied, teased or even ashamed of who they are.  I’m constantly telling them how smart, talented and pretty they are.  They seem to be very comfortable in their skin.  I’m wondering if they’re too comfortable.  Sometimes I want them to see what I see!

I want to cry!  I want to scream!!  I just want things to be RIGHT!!!  I feel like I’m in over my head.  I want to give up and just let them eat whatever they want, and lay around and do nothing all day!  But I can’t!!  I know I can’t!!

I’d rather have them hate me now for taking away the McDonald’s and making them do the 3 mile Juvenile Diabetes Walk, instead of hating me when they’re adults with High Blood Pressure, High Cholesterol, Diabetes or Hypertension!

It’s HARD!! But I’m going to put on my big girl pants and make it happen!

I came across two little gadgets that I’m contemplating buying

What do you think?